It’s almost New Years Eve and it is time to say goodbye to 2016. I can’t say it was the best year of my life and I can definitely say it wasn’t the worst year of my life. Sure it had it’s highs and it’s lows and there are memories that I will never forget, but it just wasn’t a standout year. Although it was the year that I did start this crazy adventure called blogging, in all honesty, it was really just another year.
As I say goodbye to 2016, I am entering 2017 already with a bit of change. My job has changed in that I am still in the same role per se, but I now have the opportunity to work from my home office full time. Being able to commute the 3.5 seconds from my bedroom to my office is definitely going to have it’s perks and I somehow think that leggings are going to become a staple in my wardrobe. I am anticipating all the good things that can come from this change.
In 2017, I will be turning……eeeeks 45. Yes, no longer my early 40’s but at that peak and heading closer to 50. My goal is to say goodbye to negativity, drama and not always feeling good in my own skin and saying hello to happiness and becoming the best version of myself. I want to stop the bad eating habits and exercise consistently. This summer I want to be able to wear a bikini and not care that I am not a size 2.
I was doing quite well with my Fitness Friday segments but as the holidays grew closer, I let them fall to the wayside and all my good habits that I was starting to enjoy went to the wayside as well. As I sit here typing, everything feels tight and squishy and I don’t feel good about it at all. Time to get back in the saddle and do what it good for me. Sure, I know 95% of the population makes resolutions to lose weight but this year just feels different to me. I want to do this, I need to do this.
I also need to focus on being better to myself. Being a Mom, I way to often turn my focus to other things and put myself and the bottom of the priority list. That doesn’t mean I am going to make it all about me but I am going to allow myself to do things for myself guilt free. Even if it’s a few minutes in the evening to read a book or give myself a pedicure, I am going to enjoy that time and not feel the least bit bad about it.
My son is getting older by the second and soon hanging with Mom isn’t going to be so cool anymore. I want to make this next period of our lives really count. I want to enjoy our time together making memories, doing things. Things that we both will look back on and be glad we did them, together. What does that exactly mean? I am not sure but we will sure have fun trying.
I am going re-evaluate what’s important and focus on those things. So as the clock ticks closer and closer to the close of 2016, I say goodbye to what was and hello to what is to come.